WARNING: NOT FOR THE SUPERSPIRITUAL. IF YOU ARE, PLEASE DON'T READ.

(Posted Oct 9, '08 5:25 PM)

WARNING: NOT FOR THE SUPERSPIRITUAL. IF YOU ARE, PLEASE DON'T READ.

Its already 3 o clock in the morning and I find it hard to sleep.

Its been ages since my last article.

This blog contains no inspiring stories. I just want to write "from the heart"- just like what other crackpots do in Multiply.

For those who chose to read through this article, I admire your courage and patience in doing so. These points are "not" golden truths... i'm just thinking out loud.

Top 7 "What Amazes Me?" List

1. I'm amazed at how some friends can be professional liars. I'm dumbfounded how they can muster beautiful words of encouragement based on delusions which aren't really founded on reality but rather on making them look good because they said something seemingly nice.

2. I'm amazed how sunny, rainbow-bright people can be such sneaky individuals. On the outside, they appear to be super duper gentle and spot-free yet their experts in promoting their own complaints by projecting their angst using other people. In the middle of conflict, these people go unscathed yet truth be told- they are the root of them all.

3. I'm amazed how people believe in a delusion that their gifted in this area in their lives when facts, people and circumstances tell them they are not. And still they have the audacity to boast they are indeed gifted, even using the name of God- which makes the delusion all the more depraved and twisted. (You'll feel this when you watch American Idol. Especially the first four episodes)

4. I'm amazed how people can be very cheesy spiritually, as if second nature, shoving spiritual insights to people's faces particularly when the situation really does not call for it.

5. I'm amazed how some people would go to great lengths to get several advice from different people without the slightest intention of following it.

6. I'm amazed how the readers of this article managed to read through until point #6.

7. I'm amazed how i hate hypocrisy, shallowness, pretentions in people (characteristics describing my first 5 points) when truth of the matter is... I'm guilty of all of the above..

As much as I'm tempted to abhor certain people... i just cannot.. at least not absolutely. For in every accusation i have for other people... i know i'm guilty.. maybe not in the same form... but guilty of the same sins nevertheless...

Yet guilty as i am, God loved me.

This truth is enough to humble the sarcastic monster within.

For those who have violent reactions... what can I say? I warned you not to read.